I had my yoni egg yesterday. It feels like it misses to be snuggled inside of me. I could hardly feel it, but it feels good to have my Rose Quartz yoni egg in me.
For the last few months, I have been thinking way lot and I noticed how it drains me. I was out of sync with my body. Just being able to sink into my body even for few minutes takes a load off my shoulders. I did also felt my intimate space wanted the yoni egg so much. Between my Rose Quartz and the Mahogany Obsidian, I chose the Rose Quartz for myself... or was it my womb that chose it for me?
I was a little scared at first like it was the beginning of everything. It feels nice after I inserted it and continued my day with stuff. It's nice to sink my attention once in a while in my womb and know it is there to support me in subtle ways. I had my egg in me for 12 hours.
My period started so I had to push my egg out because it is not recommended during moon cycles. I caught the egg and I could feel my yoni egg was not ready to leave my body. I buried my yoni egg to recharge itself.
I love this Spiritual Practice. I do think every woman needs to celebrate that space she has and not be ashamed of. It feels luxurious to use these crystal eggs inside our yoni as we get to know more about our body and make us feel good.
I do not know when I'd be purchasing my third yoni egg. I just don't feel it right now, but am excited for that day to come.
xoxo,
Chloe
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June 16, 2016
December 3, 2015
Mahogany Obsidian Yoni Egg Experience
It has been 2-3 months since I last used my yoni eggs. There were a lot of things happened and there wasn't a "perfect time" to do so. I miss my Mahogany Obsidian and Rose Quartz eggs so much. Something in me had to set this aside due to external factors... but also there was a part of me that can't help but take it all back for ME.
Today I inserted my egg. I was a little upset from something that I had to give my body the space to cry. I had my hands over my heart and womb and feel these feelings. Listen to my body where the tension was coming from and what it was trying to tell me. Few minutes later, I cried. It feels good to cry. It washes out negative emotions I don't want it get stuck in my body. I was really upset! I reflected and hold myself after that. These feelings can be scary because there are times I tend to ran away from it. I didn't know if I can deal with it. Life isn't always about being 'happy' everyday; it also means experiencing the bad.
I used my Mahogany Obsidian Yoni Egg. I cleansed it and had it sanitized for 10 minutes in a bowl of warm-ish water (not too hot!!! as long as you can dip your finger safely, then it is safe for your egg) I whispered my intentions to my egg. I like spritzing the room with perfume to add touch before I insert my egg. I relaxed my body and feel the pleasure. It does bother me why it has to be a taboo to able to feel something when our bodies are supposed to feel and express. Anyways, so I inserted my egg as I smile. I gave it a little push and in it was. I laid there for a few minutes and feel it inside of me. I miss this so much!
Throughout the day I focused myself on what was important as I still feel these feelings without judging (though there were times I did judge, I reminded to be gentle on myself). I was tired of THIS upsetting me when I knew there was just no way. (I know I am talking vague) So here I am with these feelings as I ate a lot of food!!! It was my body's way of coping with the 'emptiness'. I even had my food delivered to my house because I was (emotionally) hungry.
Few hours after inserting my egg, I could already feel my egg wanting to come out! I was standing while talking to someone when I felt this. I thought I was on my period but I could feel my yoni egg was coming out. This was the first time it happened to me. I immediately buried it under the ground. I heard from other women who also use yoni eggs, it just means the egg is ready to leave and did what it supposed to do. I wish it could stay for a day or two... but when it's time to go, it's time.
Right now as I blog I feel a little light. I'm not saying this thing upsetting me is gone for good! I felt I needed support because it broke me when I connected the dots. I had my eyes wide open! I was grateful for what I have. I wish a happy life ahead for this thing upsetting me! I had to cut it all. I had to... for me.
xoxo,
Chloe
Today I inserted my egg. I was a little upset from something that I had to give my body the space to cry. I had my hands over my heart and womb and feel these feelings. Listen to my body where the tension was coming from and what it was trying to tell me. Few minutes later, I cried. It feels good to cry. It washes out negative emotions I don't want it get stuck in my body. I was really upset! I reflected and hold myself after that. These feelings can be scary because there are times I tend to ran away from it. I didn't know if I can deal with it. Life isn't always about being 'happy' everyday; it also means experiencing the bad.
I used my Mahogany Obsidian Yoni Egg. I cleansed it and had it sanitized for 10 minutes in a bowl of warm-ish water (not too hot!!! as long as you can dip your finger safely, then it is safe for your egg) I whispered my intentions to my egg. I like spritzing the room with perfume to add touch before I insert my egg. I relaxed my body and feel the pleasure. It does bother me why it has to be a taboo to able to feel something when our bodies are supposed to feel and express. Anyways, so I inserted my egg as I smile. I gave it a little push and in it was. I laid there for a few minutes and feel it inside of me. I miss this so much!
Throughout the day I focused myself on what was important as I still feel these feelings without judging (though there were times I did judge, I reminded to be gentle on myself). I was tired of THIS upsetting me when I knew there was just no way. (I know I am talking vague) So here I am with these feelings as I ate a lot of food!!! It was my body's way of coping with the 'emptiness'. I even had my food delivered to my house because I was (emotionally) hungry.
Few hours after inserting my egg, I could already feel my egg wanting to come out! I was standing while talking to someone when I felt this. I thought I was on my period but I could feel my yoni egg was coming out. This was the first time it happened to me. I immediately buried it under the ground. I heard from other women who also use yoni eggs, it just means the egg is ready to leave and did what it supposed to do. I wish it could stay for a day or two... but when it's time to go, it's time.
Right now as I blog I feel a little light. I'm not saying this thing upsetting me is gone for good! I felt I needed support because it broke me when I connected the dots. I had my eyes wide open! I was grateful for what I have. I wish a happy life ahead for this thing upsetting me! I had to cut it all. I had to... for me.
Mahogany Obsidian Yoni Egg
(Undrilled and Medium Size)
Chloe
August 5, 2015
Mahogany Obsidian Yoni Egg Experience
I'm back! Who knew I'd be writing my experience in just a few weeks after purchasing my Mahogany Obsidian egg. I am a little scared because it was a little smaller than my medium Rose Quartz. But no, I know I can do this! It is my yoni. We can handle this. To be honest, these last few weeks was a struggle. I had a ton of things I need to set straight despite the amount of challenges that are up. I knew I need to get this sh*t together because I have fears of my own down the road that I don't want to set myself in.
I knew I was close in receiving my egg; I was excited. I was waiting. I was ready. I had the stone under my pillow, meditate, sit under the sunlight and moonlight Full (Blue) Moon days ago.
The day came when I just want to keep a space just for me and my egg. I practiced some breathing exercises what was also sent to me along with my stone. When it was inside of me, I was calm and I could feel a shift in my energy. There was an aching thing inside of me that no matter how much I try to talk things out, it relieves the pain superficially. I had to sit back and really deal what was going on in me. The last few weeks were triggers of years of muck!!! I've been carrying this around for years! I need to get this out of my body because it is just too much to handle. I can't let another year or another decade pass by trying to eat me alive. I already made a decision.
It still felt new to me when I was in touch with my body before inserting my egg. Why does it have to be anyway? I could feel something was stopping me even though I wanted it every inch of it. Minutes later after that, I focused on what is good for me and the mind chatter dissolved! I had one hand on my heart and the other on my womb and I could feel my body was ready. As I was waiting for my egg to be sterilized, I did my breathing exercises and whispered positive intentions to my egg.
I coated the egg with a little coconut oil and inserted it while in a hoarse stance. I was smiling as I welcome it. When it was in, I was calm. I danced a few times and fill my womb with love. It was nestled the left part of my womb. After inserting, I had to take a nap. I could feel the energy from my womb, down to my legs and feet since the Mahogany Obdsidian is for the root and sarcral chakra. I had this nagging headache and I felt tired throughout the day like something sucked inside of me. I didn't cry or anything, though I was expecting it to. I tried practicing my kegels throughout the day I had my egg. But since it is slightly smaller than my medium sized Rose Quartz, I couldn't move the egg as much as I want it to. I had it sit inside in me for a day and a half.
Here's a photo just so you know the difference of the sizes of the eggs I am talking about:
The next day, I feel angry. I knew it was one of those triggering things in my past I did not get in touch with it yet. I knew consciously what I was doing; I was aware, but this anger wants to be expressed. Hours later after that, I could feel it in me I needed to write. I have been pushing aside the idea of writing for so long. I do not know why, I just do. I tried excusing myself but my egg doesn't want to back down and I got up, took a pen and paper, and simply wrote what happened earlier to a bunch of stuff that needs some acknowledgement from me. I wrote what I needed to write on that paper. For the most part, it was about the 'THEY's" and the "YOU's" until it became to the "I's" and the "ME's". Of course it's all about me because I cannot change anybody or do things that will only lose my focus and energy. It's being realistic. I was angry, hurt, sad of what was going on in me. There was a slight tug in my heart about these people, but enough is enough. I had enough. It is time to be selfish and focus on my sh*t together. This is definitely just the beginning between me and my Mahogany Obsidian. You know I can always write even without my egg, but there was indeed a push to get myself a pen and paper and write that I needed to get done. My egg wanted me to express it on my own and see through it from my eyes with love.
...and it was because, an hour later, I could feel my egg wanted to come out. I do not want it yet to leave! When I pushed my egg out, I had it buried under the ground. I don't know what else my egg saw inside my womb, but whatever it was, she knew the things I needed to work on whatever negative energies I needed to release. Even up to now, I could feel a tingling feel in my feet.
This is about me facing my fears. Grounding and focusing me on what I need to do at this moment. I simply had enough. I can't stand to be in someone else's BS. It is so easy to spot when someone tries to sell their sh*t. It is me being selfish. I am working on it.
This is me.
xoxo,
Chloe
I knew I was close in receiving my egg; I was excited. I was waiting. I was ready. I had the stone under my pillow, meditate, sit under the sunlight and moonlight Full (Blue) Moon days ago.
The day came when I just want to keep a space just for me and my egg. I practiced some breathing exercises what was also sent to me along with my stone. When it was inside of me, I was calm and I could feel a shift in my energy. There was an aching thing inside of me that no matter how much I try to talk things out, it relieves the pain superficially. I had to sit back and really deal what was going on in me. The last few weeks were triggers of years of muck!!! I've been carrying this around for years! I need to get this out of my body because it is just too much to handle. I can't let another year or another decade pass by trying to eat me alive. I already made a decision.
It still felt new to me when I was in touch with my body before inserting my egg. Why does it have to be anyway? I could feel something was stopping me even though I wanted it every inch of it. Minutes later after that, I focused on what is good for me and the mind chatter dissolved! I had one hand on my heart and the other on my womb and I could feel my body was ready. As I was waiting for my egg to be sterilized, I did my breathing exercises and whispered positive intentions to my egg.
I coated the egg with a little coconut oil and inserted it while in a hoarse stance. I was smiling as I welcome it. When it was in, I was calm. I danced a few times and fill my womb with love. It was nestled the left part of my womb. After inserting, I had to take a nap. I could feel the energy from my womb, down to my legs and feet since the Mahogany Obdsidian is for the root and sarcral chakra. I had this nagging headache and I felt tired throughout the day like something sucked inside of me. I didn't cry or anything, though I was expecting it to. I tried practicing my kegels throughout the day I had my egg. But since it is slightly smaller than my medium sized Rose Quartz, I couldn't move the egg as much as I want it to. I had it sit inside in me for a day and a half.
Here's a photo just so you know the difference of the sizes of the eggs I am talking about:
The next day, I feel angry. I knew it was one of those triggering things in my past I did not get in touch with it yet. I knew consciously what I was doing; I was aware, but this anger wants to be expressed. Hours later after that, I could feel it in me I needed to write. I have been pushing aside the idea of writing for so long. I do not know why, I just do. I tried excusing myself but my egg doesn't want to back down and I got up, took a pen and paper, and simply wrote what happened earlier to a bunch of stuff that needs some acknowledgement from me. I wrote what I needed to write on that paper. For the most part, it was about the 'THEY's" and the "YOU's" until it became to the "I's" and the "ME's". Of course it's all about me because I cannot change anybody or do things that will only lose my focus and energy. It's being realistic. I was angry, hurt, sad of what was going on in me. There was a slight tug in my heart about these people, but enough is enough. I had enough. It is time to be selfish and focus on my sh*t together. This is definitely just the beginning between me and my Mahogany Obsidian. You know I can always write even without my egg, but there was indeed a push to get myself a pen and paper and write that I needed to get done. My egg wanted me to express it on my own and see through it from my eyes with love.
...and it was because, an hour later, I could feel my egg wanted to come out. I do not want it yet to leave! When I pushed my egg out, I had it buried under the ground. I don't know what else my egg saw inside my womb, but whatever it was, she knew the things I needed to work on whatever negative energies I needed to release. Even up to now, I could feel a tingling feel in my feet.
This is about me facing my fears. Grounding and focusing me on what I need to do at this moment. I simply had enough. I can't stand to be in someone else's BS. It is so easy to spot when someone tries to sell their sh*t. It is me being selfish. I am working on it.
This is me.
xoxo,
Chloe
July 31, 2015
What are YOUR experiences using a yoni egg? Are YOU thinking of purchasing one?
I was reading experiences from other women who have used a yoni egg. I love reading/listening from other women when they first used a yoni egg, or how they knew about it. I am happy for them what kind of stone they chose and how it worked for them -- healing ourselves from the inside out. Yoni eggs are so beautiful!
Are any of my female readers curious and are thinking of getting a yoni egg of their own? Listen to your intuition if you decide to get your own egg.
I WOULD LOVE TO HEAR FROM YOU. :)
xoxo,
Chloe
Are any of my female readers curious and are thinking of getting a yoni egg of their own? Listen to your intuition if you decide to get your own egg.
I WOULD LOVE TO HEAR FROM YOU. :)
xoxo,
Chloe
July 24, 2015
Mahogany Obsidian Yoni Egg
It's been a long wait! The yoni egg I bought 3 weeks ago is finally here, and it is really beautiful. The stone also comes with a packet of yoni egg breathing exercises, how to take care of the egg and much more which is very helpful. I've been reading it since I first got it.
Here's the undrilled MAHOGANY OBSIDIAN YONI EGG. I had to take a picture of it outside to capture this stone that I can't stop thinking about! This is the one I've been telling you what I am drawn to. I love its earthiness so much.
I actually purchased a LARGE egg for me, but after comparing it to my medium sized Rose Quartz, it looked slightly smaller. Here's the photo:
I can't wait to tell you my experience after using this stone. SO EXCITED!!!
**They sent me the wrong size; I paid for a LARGE egg but they sent me a medium one instead. I sent them a message but we all just went in circles. I showed them a photo for them see they sent me a size I didn't asked for. Not an apology from their part. I had enough. I do not know what to do but maximize what I have. (I still wonder though: Am I not ready for a large egg?)**
xoxo,
Chloe
Here's the undrilled MAHOGANY OBSIDIAN YONI EGG. I had to take a picture of it outside to capture this stone that I can't stop thinking about! This is the one I've been telling you what I am drawn to. I love its earthiness so much.
Mahogany Obsidian Yoni Egg
$50USD + $9USD Shipping = [Php3,000 in total]
*again, it was shipped to someone I know in the US thus the $9 shipping fee*
My purchase also comes with these awesome yoni egg reads
Mahogany Obsidian Yoni Egg has a gentler energy than black. It connects you to the Earth, grounds, protects, gives strength in times of need, vitalizes purpose, eliminates energy blockages and stimulates growth on all levels. The Mahogany Obsidian Yoni Egg is a stabilizing stone that strengthen the weak aura and restores the correct spin to the Sacral and Solar Plexus Chakras. This Yoni Egg is also a pain reliever and improved circulation. It aids in digestion. The Mahogany Yoni Egg is specifically for women's spirituality. It gives insight into changes you need to make in your life as well as connecting you to helpful influences. Root Chakra and Sacral Chakra activator.
I actually purchased a LARGE egg for me, but after comparing it to my medium sized Rose Quartz, it looked slightly smaller. Here's the photo:
I can't wait to tell you my experience after using this stone. SO EXCITED!!!
**They sent me the wrong size; I paid for a LARGE egg but they sent me a medium one instead. I sent them a message but we all just went in circles. I showed them a photo for them see they sent me a size I didn't asked for. Not an apology from their part. I had enough. I do not know what to do but maximize what I have. (I still wonder though: Am I not ready for a large egg?)**
xoxo,
Chloe
July 1, 2015
Searching For that ONE Yoni Egg (Repost)
This is the last time I'd be reposting this! I promise.
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Is this too early to say I'm in love with yoni eggs? I have my Rose Quartz stone in me. <3
You have no idea how excited I was browsing online at ETSY. They are all so beautiful! I had a couple of shops in mind where I want to buy my second yoni egg, but they didn't have that yoni egg that really struck me. I was looking for that one yoni egg that will make me feel a big resounding YES! There were a few eggs that I like but it wasn't a love at first sight kind of feel, know what I mean? I reminded myself to listen to my body and be honest with myself. I favorited a few yoni eggs especially after I read the description what it was for, but I really wasn't that into it. It was a lot of decision making. You know that feeling like an underlying need that I knew I had to keep looking and keep my eyes open for that one yoni egg? It was honestly a little frustrating and fun at the same time. Yes, that one yoni egg I was looking for is special.
I found one last night that made me really happy! It was one of a kind out of all the yoni eggs. (It was because it was the only shop at that time that caters it) I immediately sent a couple of questions, but within the day, I didn't heard anything from her (owner). I do not know why. Maybe it's a sign that the yoni egg wasn't for me? I do not want to bombard the owner with questions after questions. Even though I want it, I let it go. Perhaps it really wasn't for me; perhaps it was destined for someone else, or it just wasn't my time. :)
I browsed again to other shops that sells yoni eggs [ETSY] and finally found a beautiful stone that works both the root and the sacral chakra! YES!!!!!!! It was the combo I wanted to work on. How beautiful! I was jumping for joy! I was drawn into it. I couldn't take my eyes off of it. This is the one! I immediately had it reserved and the shop owner responded within an hour and said YES. I had to make reservations so I knew my yoni egg won't be taken by anyone.
It feels so good knowing it's reserved for me. I won't be posting the picture. I want to keep it a secret until it lands safely on my hands. I am looking at the yoni egg I reserved earlier... and I really couldn't take my eyes off of it. I could feel its heavy, earth, and solid energy.
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**Successfully made a purchase! All I have to do now is sit back, relax and wait. :)
**The tracking number was sent to me. I asked someone a favor to hand carry it for me. I can't bear to worry about something this precious as it is shipped from there (US) to here (Philippines).
**I've been reading a lot about the energy of the yoni egg I chose and it fits exactly what I need at the moment.
**All I really have to do now is wait. :) I really am excited to show it to you once I have it.
**I am in love. <3
***I paid for my yoni egg. :)
xoxo,
Chloe
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Is this too early to say I'm in love with yoni eggs? I have my Rose Quartz stone in me. <3
You have no idea how excited I was browsing online at ETSY. They are all so beautiful! I had a couple of shops in mind where I want to buy my second yoni egg, but they didn't have that yoni egg that really struck me. I was looking for that one yoni egg that will make me feel a big resounding YES! There were a few eggs that I like but it wasn't a love at first sight kind of feel, know what I mean? I reminded myself to listen to my body and be honest with myself. I favorited a few yoni eggs especially after I read the description what it was for, but I really wasn't that into it. It was a lot of decision making. You know that feeling like an underlying need that I knew I had to keep looking and keep my eyes open for that one yoni egg? It was honestly a little frustrating and fun at the same time. Yes, that one yoni egg I was looking for is special.
I found one last night that made me really happy! It was one of a kind out of all the yoni eggs. (It was because it was the only shop at that time that caters it) I immediately sent a couple of questions, but within the day, I didn't heard anything from her (owner). I do not know why. Maybe it's a sign that the yoni egg wasn't for me? I do not want to bombard the owner with questions after questions. Even though I want it, I let it go. Perhaps it really wasn't for me; perhaps it was destined for someone else, or it just wasn't my time. :)
I browsed again to other shops that sells yoni eggs [ETSY] and finally found a beautiful stone that works both the root and the sacral chakra! YES!!!!!!! It was the combo I wanted to work on. How beautiful! I was jumping for joy! I was drawn into it. I couldn't take my eyes off of it. This is the one! I immediately had it reserved and the shop owner responded within an hour and said YES. I had to make reservations so I knew my yoni egg won't be taken by anyone.
It feels so good knowing it's reserved for me. I won't be posting the picture. I want to keep it a secret until it lands safely on my hands. I am looking at the yoni egg I reserved earlier... and I really couldn't take my eyes off of it. I could feel its heavy, earth, and solid energy.
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**Successfully made a purchase! All I have to do now is sit back, relax and wait. :)
**The tracking number was sent to me. I asked someone a favor to hand carry it for me. I can't bear to worry about something this precious as it is shipped from there (US) to here (Philippines).
**I've been reading a lot about the energy of the yoni egg I chose and it fits exactly what I need at the moment.
**All I really have to do now is wait. :) I really am excited to show it to you once I have it.
**I am in love. <3
***I paid for my yoni egg. :)
xoxo,
Chloe
June 15, 2015
Removing the Yoni Egg + Realizations
This has been honestly one of my fears because part of me has doubt if I can remove a yoni egg because I thought it would get stuck FOREVER. I obviously didn't know what to expect or feel because nobody taught me how. I did my research on the how, but still... it makes me anxious if I'd be able to do it. This is going to be a self-discovery for me.
I had the stone inside of me for the last 4-5days. I didn't know I could go on for that long! I heard some women could go on for weeks. I guess my yoni egg wanted to settle inside my womb for a bit. Sometimes I forget that I have an egg inside of me! I try feeling it just to be sure and do kegel exercises while I am at it.
Something comes along the way and this fear (whatever this is that bugs me) starts to rise in me. I could feel this fear; some stuff unresolved. I got to learn to relax, breathe and trust the process. I obviously couldn't get away from it. Something as this simple technique can bring up to a lot of old stuff... and that is why I am here on this journey -- get rid of that 'old stuff'.
Before inserting my yoni egg, I was more attuned to my body and to the stone. I was excited because in just a few minutes this beautiful egg will be inside my body. It is an intimate sacred ritual for me as a woman. It just fills me up and much conscious in the space that I was repressing for years! I wasn't scared that I am doing something like this just for me. Who knew something this precious is crafted for my sacred space. How come nobody taught me this? I mean, really!
Just thinking about it makes me all hyped up to get myself another yoni egg. I'm thinking of getting myself a larger egg to really work on my vaginal muscles... but I'm still in the middle of a debate. You and I will soon find out.
My Rose Quartz yoni egg is a medium size undrilled egg. Drilled yoni eggs has a hole at the narrowest portion so a string can be inserted for easy removal. I have my options, but I decided to get myself an undrilled egg and experience the unknown. Doesn't that sound a little scary? I am here to get to know my yoni, my relationship with my body and FEEL all these feelings -- good and bad -- that may arise within me. One thing I have learned is that: I cannot stop the bad things happening around me. I am not saying just accept them either, but feel these emotions and acknowledge them with an open heart. Stuck energy in the body is bad; keep the flow going. I am learning a lot. :) I still have some stuff I need to work on in me. It's not easy, but I had to let go what no longer serves me.
So there you have it! I did it! This was my 3rd insertion over the last month and two weeks by the way. :) I better space the next one weeks from now.
Deep down, I want to thank someone who got me into this path. It was this person who inspired me to look at myself from within. It was an unexpected day of my life and I am happy this person showed me the BS I was in. It was that day that I will not forget. Since that day I looked for answers everywhere, and still am as I stitch every pieces together. And each day I keep it as a reminder of what has to be done. To this person, I THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART. I wish I can tell it to this person personally... if I can, that is. This person's inner strength is very admirable...but something also tells me this person has an issue that needs to be worked on. Nobody is perfect. We all go through some darkness in our lives.
Whoa! My heart poured out today. I can't help myself. :)
UPDATE: July 10, 2015
TIME TO BLAST SOME SONGS IN THIS HOUSE!!!!
I want to practice on how to push the yoni egg out in me at will. I had my medium undrilled Rose Quartz yoni egg inside me the last few days and, for some reason, I was scared. There goes those unresolved stuff in me. *smiles* It took me courage to push the yoni egg out even though I already did it before. I am definitely learning something new about me. This is about me taking my time, patience, trust and developing a relationship with my body. I could touch the stone inside of me; my muscles were tense and warm and, as I relax, I tried guiding its way. And within few minutes, the stone was out! I thanked my yoni egg and buried it under the ground immediately.
I do not know any woman in my area who uses yoni eggs so imagine I had to look online for answers. I could feel in me after I listened to an hour long webinar that I wanted a yoni egg. I really do. I have no idea I had a part in me that would go through something like this. This is all about me. I am doing this for me. My husband was scared for me when I first inserted a yoni egg. I can recall the look on his face when I told him about it. I told him it was okay and not to worry... even though I'm kind of a bit worried myself. LOL! But now he is totally fine about it and supports me with these yoni eggs.
xoxo,
Chloe
I had the stone inside of me for the last 4-5days. I didn't know I could go on for that long! I heard some women could go on for weeks. I guess my yoni egg wanted to settle inside my womb for a bit. Sometimes I forget that I have an egg inside of me! I try feeling it just to be sure and do kegel exercises while I am at it.
Something comes along the way and this fear (whatever this is that bugs me) starts to rise in me. I could feel this fear; some stuff unresolved. I got to learn to relax, breathe and trust the process. I obviously couldn't get away from it. Something as this simple technique can bring up to a lot of old stuff... and that is why I am here on this journey -- get rid of that 'old stuff'.
Before inserting my yoni egg, I was more attuned to my body and to the stone. I was excited because in just a few minutes this beautiful egg will be inside my body. It is an intimate sacred ritual for me as a woman. It just fills me up and much conscious in the space that I was repressing for years! I wasn't scared that I am doing something like this just for me. Who knew something this precious is crafted for my sacred space. How come nobody taught me this? I mean, really!
Just thinking about it makes me all hyped up to get myself another yoni egg. I'm thinking of getting myself a larger egg to really work on my vaginal muscles... but I'm still in the middle of a debate. You and I will soon find out.
My Rose Quartz yoni egg is a medium size undrilled egg. Drilled yoni eggs has a hole at the narrowest portion so a string can be inserted for easy removal. I have my options, but I decided to get myself an undrilled egg and experience the unknown. Doesn't that sound a little scary? I am here to get to know my yoni, my relationship with my body and FEEL all these feelings -- good and bad -- that may arise within me. One thing I have learned is that: I cannot stop the bad things happening around me. I am not saying just accept them either, but feel these emotions and acknowledge them with an open heart. Stuck energy in the body is bad; keep the flow going. I am learning a lot. :) I still have some stuff I need to work on in me. It's not easy, but I had to let go what no longer serves me.
How can a yoni egg cleanse my womb? The thing about our emotions is this -- we store them in our bodies, and women tend to store a lot of negative emotions in the yoni area. When you have body work like massage done, to when you exercise, you release emotional charges that have built up in your tissues. Because a yoni egg exercises the yoni, your muscles will release emotional buildup and clear psychic debris from this area each time you use your egg. Based on the energetic properties of your stone, you can get very specific with your healing intent. For instance, using a braccieated red jasper yoni egg can energetically cleanse your womb of sexual shame. You can then switch it up and use a rose quartz yoni egg to infuse some gentle loving energy in the womb. You might then have some fun using a unakite yoni egg to amplify your manifesting powers. --thegoddessdiariesI had my yoni egg for 4-5days and I successfully pushed the yoni egg just hours ago. I did it! Squatting is a good position to push the egg out. (Do it inside the bathroom) It took concentration, deep breathing and push to get my yoni egg out with ease. I caught it in my hands just in time and buried it in the soil to charge it energetically. Of course I shouldn't overdo the exercise. I still want my pelvic muscles toned and flexible and not stress the muscles too much as it can lead to an opposite effect. We don't want that to happen.
So there you have it! I did it! This was my 3rd insertion over the last month and two weeks by the way. :) I better space the next one weeks from now.
Deep down, I want to thank someone who got me into this path. It was this person who inspired me to look at myself from within. It was an unexpected day of my life and I am happy this person showed me the BS I was in. It was that day that I will not forget. Since that day I looked for answers everywhere, and still am as I stitch every pieces together. And each day I keep it as a reminder of what has to be done. To this person, I THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART. I wish I can tell it to this person personally... if I can, that is. This person's inner strength is very admirable...
Whoa! My heart poured out today. I can't help myself. :)
UPDATE: July 10, 2015
TIME TO BLAST SOME SONGS IN THIS HOUSE!!!!
I want to practice on how to push the yoni egg out in me at will. I had my medium undrilled Rose Quartz yoni egg inside me the last few days and, for some reason, I was scared. There goes those unresolved stuff in me. *smiles* It took me courage to push the yoni egg out even though I already did it before. I am definitely learning something new about me. This is about me taking my time, patience, trust and developing a relationship with my body. I could touch the stone inside of me; my muscles were tense and warm and, as I relax, I tried guiding its way. And within few minutes, the stone was out! I thanked my yoni egg and buried it under the ground immediately.
I do not know any woman in my area who uses yoni eggs so imagine I had to look online for answers. I could feel in me after I listened to an hour long webinar that I wanted a yoni egg. I really do. I have no idea I had a part in me that would go through something like this. This is all about me. I am doing this for me. My husband was scared for me when I first inserted a yoni egg. I can recall the look on his face when I told him about it. I told him it was okay and not to worry... even though I'm kind of a bit worried myself. LOL! But now he is totally fine about it and supports me with these yoni eggs.
xoxo,
Chloe
May 10, 2015
Rose Quartz Yoni Egg Experience
Here is my experience after using my Rose Quartz Yoni Egg. This is my first yoni egg and I am happy I get to be introduced to this tool to help me in my journey -- to heal myself from the inside out. It is a medium undrilled egg which definitely makes me vulnerable and trust the process completely. It was definitely the day my yoni (vagina) was ready to receive the egg. I could feel it. It was sensually waiting. I wasn't scared. I trust that this will be an experience that I will not forget. I let go of control and breathe and surrender what this stone has in store for me.
The day I had the yoni egg in my hands, I immediately started to bond with it: placed it under my pillow inside a pouch before I sleep; charge it under the sun and under the full moon; meditate with it and feel it. Intuitively, I just knew what my yoni egg wanted.
Few days ago, I steamed my yoni with red roses as a way to prepare my yoni to receive the stone. I knew I had to get to cleanse and nourish my yoni before the sacred ritual. (The yoni steam is delicious treat to my yoni!)
As soon as I inserted it, I hardly felt the yoni egg inside of me. I know it won't get lost inside my vagina. I did felt a slight movement of my pelvic muscles. I tried squeezing the yoni egg... but I couldn't feel it at all. For the first few hours I felt calm. I meditated. I was focused on my womb more now that my yoni egg is inside of me. I paid much attention to my energy rather than try and figure out everyone else's. It is draining to be with other people's space or energy especially if it isn't a positive one. I could feel that. But for now, this is all about me.
For the whole day, I started to feel like something sucked inside of me. Probably negative energies I had I kept for years. I also felt slightly hot and tired throughout the day. My eyes were a little watery. Still focusing on my womb space, I breathe and relaxed myself. Let go of control and surrender.
I tested it out while I was in one occasion. I asked someone with questions that I knew will upset me. (EDIT: I WAS ALREADY READY TO LET THIS PERSON GO EVEN BEFORE INSERTING MY EGG.) But it was quite the opposite: I felt compassion for the other person. I felt the love for me. I didn't focused too much on the other person if he/she liked me, but just let it go. Whatever it was he/she was feeling, I have no control over it but love, compassion and peace for myself. Just for me. THIS IS ALL ABOUT ME.
...and when I got home, after I used the bathroom, my yoni egg flopped out. Yup. It happens to every woman who uses the yoni egg. I don't want it yet to leave, but it did. Make sure the bathroom is always clean. :)
When I picked it up and cleansed it with mild soap and charge it energetically by burying it under the soil, smudge with sage or let it sit under the sun or full moon. I also noticed my yoni egg turned pale/white. I sent an email to their (OrganicBlood) customer service about it and here is their response:
If you are asking how long I should let my yoni egg be buried under the soil, it all depends on what I feel. If it's ready, I'd just feel it. And start over when the time is called for. There is no rush. I give it time.
I think every woman who is ready to take on this journey should use yoni eggs. It is a beautiful gift for any woman. There are lots of yoni eggs to choose from and the one that really draws you, is the yoni egg for you. This is a change from the inside out. Look inward and adore our femininity. I will continue using yoni eggs and add more if my body calls for it. I love listening to other women's journey when they used their yoni egg and watch them blossom from the inside.
Yoni Eggs are not advised for women who are: pregnant or think they are pregnant; are in their period; has IUD; vaginal infection (cure it first); the feel they have to be in control; or are in fear.
Important: Purchase quality yoni eggs, not fake ones.
xoxo,
Chloe
Consciously using a Yoni Egg can be effective tool both to chaining pattern of the cellular memory and assisting in regaining a healthy balance in the sensual tissues. Our traumas hold within them a doorway into our most potent gifts, as very often we have blockages in the areas that we are most powerful. -Mystical FemininityI am equipped with all the facts I needed to know. This wasn't something I had to get it done as soon as possible; this is not something goal-oriented. It is about taking my time and enjoy every moment with my yoni egg. If the time is right, I'll just know.
The day I had the yoni egg in my hands, I immediately started to bond with it: placed it under my pillow inside a pouch before I sleep; charge it under the sun and under the full moon; meditate with it and feel it. Intuitively, I just knew what my yoni egg wanted.
Few days ago, I steamed my yoni with red roses as a way to prepare my yoni to receive the stone. I knew I had to get to cleanse and nourish my yoni before the sacred ritual. (The yoni steam is delicious treat to my yoni!)
When it was time, I let myself relax and breathe deeply. I made sure I was comfortable. I spritzed some perfume all over the room and lighted a vanilla scented candle. I let it submerged in a bowl of boiled water (not boiling hot, but hot enough that I can safely stick my finger in so I know it is safe for my yoni egg) for 15 minutes before inserting. I whispered my intentions to my yoni egg. I let my body feel what it it feels good to me. I coated the yoni egg with coconut oil and gently inserted it inside of me. I was smiling as I welcome it.
What to do once the yoni egg is inside the vagina? Dance. Meditate. Journal my feelings. Acknowledge the negative emotions in the womb and just it let it be without judgement. Exercise the pelvic muscles. Love my body with the yoni egg inside. Feel the yoni egg inside the womb.
Update: June 3, 2015
Here is my Rose Quartz Yoni Egg. It is so beautiful for my yoni!!!
What to do once the yoni egg is inside the vagina? Dance. Meditate. Journal my feelings. Acknowledge the negative emotions in the womb and just it let it be without judgement. Exercise the pelvic muscles. Love my body with the yoni egg inside. Feel the yoni egg inside the womb.
As soon as I inserted it, I hardly felt the yoni egg inside of me. I know it won't get lost inside my vagina. I did felt a slight movement of my pelvic muscles. I tried squeezing the yoni egg... but I couldn't feel it at all. For the first few hours I felt calm. I meditated. I was focused on my womb more now that my yoni egg is inside of me. I paid much attention to my energy rather than try and figure out everyone else's. It is draining to be with other people's space or energy especially if it isn't a positive one. I could feel that. But for now, this is all about me.
For the whole day, I started to feel like something sucked inside of me. Probably negative energies I had I kept for years. I also felt slightly hot and tired throughout the day. My eyes were a little watery. Still focusing on my womb space, I breathe and relaxed myself. Let go of control and surrender.
I tested it out while I was in one occasion. I asked someone with questions that I knew will upset me. (EDIT: I WAS ALREADY READY TO LET THIS PERSON GO EVEN BEFORE INSERTING MY EGG.) But it was quite the opposite: I felt compassion for the other person. I felt the love for me. I didn't focused too much on the other person if he/she liked me, but just let it go. Whatever it was he/she was feeling, I have no control over it but love, compassion and peace for myself. Just for me. THIS IS ALL ABOUT ME.
...and when I got home, after I used the bathroom, my yoni egg flopped out. Yup. It happens to every woman who uses the yoni egg. I don't want it yet to leave, but it did. Make sure the bathroom is always clean. :)
When I picked it up and cleansed it with mild soap and charge it energetically by burying it under the soil, smudge with sage or let it sit under the sun or full moon. I also noticed my yoni egg turned pale/white. I sent an email to their (OrganicBlood) customer service about it and here is their response:
The fact that the egg has transformed slightly in color doesn't represent tarnish of the stone's quality. Many women have reported noticing their quartz stones shifting in color perhaps as a sign of pulling certain negative energies out of them into the stone. Your stone may be continuously evolving just as you are. If you have not experience any negative side effects in your body, please use your best discretion when inserting.
If you are asking how long I should let my yoni egg be buried under the soil, it all depends on what I feel. If it's ready, I'd just feel it. And start over when the time is called for. There is no rush. I give it time.
I think every woman who is ready to take on this journey should use yoni eggs. It is a beautiful gift for any woman. There are lots of yoni eggs to choose from and the one that really draws you, is the yoni egg for you. This is a change from the inside out. Look inward and adore our femininity. I will continue using yoni eggs and add more if my body calls for it. I love listening to other women's journey when they used their yoni egg and watch them blossom from the inside.
Yoni Eggs are not advised for women who are: pregnant or think they are pregnant; are in their period; has IUD; vaginal infection (cure it first); the feel they have to be in control; or are in fear.
Important: Purchase quality yoni eggs, not fake ones.
xoxo,
Chloe
April 14, 2015
Yoni Egg
I finally bought a yoni egg! It is my first yoni egg ever! I asked someone to hand carry it for me so I know it'll be safe. I'm in the getting-to-know phase with my yoni egg as of the moment. It is right beside me as we speak. :)
I didn't know what a yoni egg was until I listened to an hour long webinar last November 2014. The yoni egg has been around forever and women from all over the world are into it. (I think I have an idea why this wasn't introduced in our country) Months later, the idea stuck in my head, and I realised my body wanted a yoni egg. After a lot of research, I knew I want one for me.
Yoni means sacred temple in Sanskirt; also refers to a woman's vagina. It is a polished gem stone shaped as an egg. Yoni eggs dates back in ancient China as a secret practice used by women of the royal family. The yoni egg is inserted vaginally to strengthen the pelvic muscles and cleanse it energetically from negative emotions which women mostly keep in the womb. There are tons of yoni eggs available and the one suited for you depends what you are drawn to. If you are ready, feel what your body tells you to reach.
Benefits of the Yoni Egg Practice:
Out of all the yoni eggs, I instantly felt the Rose Quartz resonated with me while browsing at OrganicBlood.com. It is a medium sized egg and it is really beautiful and in pink. It also comes in a cute white pouch for your yoni egg. I couldn't take my eyes off of it. I knew I want it so much! It was also on SALE when I bought it. It was packed in a bubble wrap to it really safe. Keep on a look out for their discount codes! I know I am.
Rose Quartz Gemstone is great for:
I don't call them as my 'babies', but as an 'ELDER' because they've been on this Earth for millions of years and I am here to learn from them.
It may sound pornographic for some, but to me, I see it as a way to heal myself. I still have these negative emotions in my womb that I want to get rid of. There is nothing embarrassing about it. Women need to reclaim their sexuality after all the years of guilt and shaming. With yoni eggs, we develop a wonderful relationship with our body and embrace our femininity because it feels good to be a woman! It is time to give LOVE to our yoni.
Here are some websites where you can read more about the yoni egg. You can also check Youtube about it too.
Mystical Femininity
The Body Scientist
Richard and Namaste
I will write about my experience after using my yoni egg. Stay tuned.
xoxo,
Chloe
I didn't know what a yoni egg was until I listened to an hour long webinar last November 2014. The yoni egg has been around forever and women from all over the world are into it. (I think I have an idea why this wasn't introduced in our country) Months later, the idea stuck in my head, and I realised my body wanted a yoni egg. After a lot of research, I knew I want one for me.
Yoni means sacred temple in Sanskirt; also refers to a woman's vagina. It is a polished gem stone shaped as an egg. Yoni eggs dates back in ancient China as a secret practice used by women of the royal family. The yoni egg is inserted vaginally to strengthen the pelvic muscles and cleanse it energetically from negative emotions which women mostly keep in the womb. There are tons of yoni eggs available and the one suited for you depends what you are drawn to. If you are ready, feel what your body tells you to reach.
Benefits of the Yoni Egg Practice:
- Strengthens Pelvic Floor
- Awakening your passion, creative energy and libido
- Strengthening After Childbirth
- Vaginal Lubrication
- Tones Vaginal Muscles
- Spiritual Healing
- Assists with Uterine Prolapse
- Shrink Fibroids
- Assists with Weak Bladder
- Cyst Reduction
- Improves Vaginal Elasticity
- Strengthens the Muscles of Surrounding Organs
- Reduce Heavy Menstrual Bleeding
- Daily Womb Exercise
Rose Quartz | $40
(it was on sale when I bought it)
Out of all the yoni eggs, I instantly felt the Rose Quartz resonated with me while browsing at OrganicBlood.com. It is a medium sized egg and it is really beautiful and in pink. It also comes in a cute white pouch for your yoni egg. I couldn't take my eyes off of it. I knew I want it so much! It was also on SALE when I bought it. It was packed in a bubble wrap to it really safe. Keep on a look out for their discount codes! I know I am.
Rose Quartz Gemstone is great for:
- Calming
- Clarity
- Vitality
- Self-Love
- Peacefulness
- Emotional Balance
- Unconditional Love
- Harmonious Spirit
- Gentle Trauma Relief
- Spiritual Enlightenment
- Rejuvenating
- Great for All Chakras
- Great for the Heart Chakra
- Taurus & Libra Sun Sign
- Vibrational #7
I don't call them as my 'babies', but as an 'ELDER' because they've been on this Earth for millions of years and I am here to learn from them.
It may sound pornographic for some, but to me, I see it as a way to heal myself. I still have these negative emotions in my womb that I want to get rid of. There is nothing embarrassing about it. Women need to reclaim their sexuality after all the years of guilt and shaming. With yoni eggs, we develop a wonderful relationship with our body and embrace our femininity because it feels good to be a woman! It is time to give LOVE to our yoni.
Here are some websites where you can read more about the yoni egg. You can also check Youtube about it too.
Mystical Femininity
The Body Scientist
Richard and Namaste
I will write about my experience after using my yoni egg. Stay tuned.
xoxo,
Chloe
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